🌟 Reasons I wanna be skinny 🌟

To hear the compliments. You’ve lost weight. You’re looking great! Wow, your legs!

To be dainty. I want my future girlfriend to be able to hold me and Carry me bridal style without straining

To be beautiful. When I’m thin my cheekbones will pop, my jawline will be sharp, my legs will look longer. I will be beautiful when I’m skinny.

To attract people. I’m far too ugly and awkward now, I’m weird and strange and can’t talk. But if I’m pretty and awkward? Then I’ll be adorable when I stutter, when I blush it will be cute and not ugly like a fat, pink pig.

When I’m looking down at the ground I won’t have a double chin

Bigger, noticeable thigh gap

“Do you eat?”

Stop craving sugar and sugary foods. If I stop eating sugar I won’t want it, I won’t be fat and my skin will look great.

Accentuated figure. My hips will jut out more, my butt will look bigger, my collarbones sharper and my arms more delicate.

To be happy. Once I’m thin I’ll have one less problem to worry about. I won’t be totally happy and I’ll still have other problems but at least I won’t obsess over weightloss so much anymore.

Holiday Binge Plan

For family gatherings, and sticky situations!!! Stay safe and find a way to enjoy yourself!!!

Keep talking during the mealtime, maybe not to the whole group because that could draw too much attention, maybe a favourite cousin or something

Volunteer to babysit a younger relative, you’ll have your hands full and will have an excuse to eat less

If you’re setting the table, leave some things in the kitchen!!! So you have an excuse to go back in during the meal and skip a few seconds or even minutes

Let people know you’re vegan! Make up a whole sob-story about loving animals

Ask a buddy to call you, so can leave the table and answer, say they’re from work or school!!!

If you have control of the food, try to look for low calorie but good meals that are passable as “normal”

If you’re musically talented, perform a number or two, while everyone’s eating, it burns calories while you’re at it lmao

There’s always the option to pretend you have explosive diarrhea all of a sudden

If you’re a girl and still have your period, say dysmenorrhea is making it super painful to ingest anything

Say you had something you wanted to show everyone and leave the table to look for it (like a medal or an artwork or something new you bought like a gift)

Pace yourself with everyone else. Take a while cutting your food, push it around the table, move your mouth like you’re chewing, pass around servings to other people

Stay in contact with food, don’t look like you’re afraid of it or they’ll make you eat

Other tips:

DONT TALK ABOUT WEIGHT OR NUTRITION or don’t engage with that, it could possible go to your weight loss or even fat-shaming

DONT LOOK AT MIRRORS FOR TOO LONG don’t make it look like you care too much about how you look, you’re normal, remember?

DROP THE BODYCHECK HABITS: fingers around your wrists, arms, thighs, feeling your collarbones, your ribs or your hips, stop it!!! People will notice, trust me!!! They will!!!!

TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE’S LIVES, people begin to notice things less when they’re absorbed with themselves, so making conversations about THEM will help you!!!

DO NOT USE THE WASHROOM as your go-to hiding place!!! People might think you’re purging, even if you’re just going to be on your phone, they’ll suspect

DO NOT PURGE, not even on normal days tbh, but if this is a habit, do not do it with guests in the house!!! You don’t want any plumbing problems, or a stench, or even your breath and just anything suspicious

SMILE, smile, smile, smile, have a great time!!!

Not all gatherings are about food, once the eating’s over, loosen up and have fun with your family and friends, catch up with people and let yourself live!!!

Happy Holidays ~ ✨

⁂ 35 reasons to be thin ⁂

skinnny-and-featherlike:

looking tiny in a medium sweater

wearing messy buns and actually looking GOOD

dainty arms

wearing bikinis with no shame

crop topssss

thin wired glasses

being able to sit on someone’s lap

being someone’s thinspo

“have you lost weight?”

bralettes

thigh gaps

defined cheek bones

RIBCAGES

visible collarbones

getting hugged and being told that your bones are poking them

being proud of yourself

actually looking good in a mirror

never being told to shop in plus sizes

“that might be a little big on you… maybe try a smaller size?”

looking good in all the makeup

cute boys/girls will take an interest in you

you are the most amazing thing in every room

being able to put your hand around your arm

fitting both hands around your thighs

size 0

always being a success story

getting rid of your before pictures

people actually wanting to kiss you

never having low self-esteem because you are the env of everyone

never having chafing thighs

no gross sweating all the time

dainty thin fingers

looking good in sweatpants

taking cute pictures of your legs in the bath

“oh you’ve gotten so skinny! how did you do it? you look amazing!

~I do not promote anything!~

My Personal Tips For MAXIMUM Weight Loss & Beauty

loveyourbodynomatteryoursize:

Drink one glass of water every hour. It will make you feel full.

Drink ice cold water. Your body will burn calories just trying to get the water to a normal temperature to digest. Also it is GREAT for your complexion.

Drink 3 cups of green tea daily. It will help boost your metabolism, plus tea is filled with antioxidants that make your skin look great.

Take vitamins daily to make up for any nutrients you aren’t consuming. Do not take vitamins on an empty stomache though, unless you’re used to it, otherwise they have nothing to catalyze with.

Eat ice or gum when you think you’re hungry. This will make your body think it had food without the calories and will give your mouth something to chew.

Do aerobics until you want to faint. They’re awesome for your heart, and will build your endurance.

Eat spicy foods from time to time. They can raise your metabolism.

Take cold showers because your body will burn calories trying to heat you back up.

Brush your teeth constantly so you won’t be tempted to eat afterwards and so that your teeth stay white.

Try the old ‘rubber band around your wrist’ trick and snap it when you want to eat.

Think about or clean something gross (toilet, litter box, boyfriend’s closet) when you want to eat. You will not want to eat after cleaning a litter box. (YUCK!)

Use “Henna and Placenta” or a similar deep conditioner on your hair to keep it healthy.

Get a job so you’ll have to work through meal times.

Exercise twice the amount of calories eaten. This way, not only do you burn off what you’ve had, you also burn some of the fat you have stored up.

Use smaller plates and utensils so you trick yourself and your mind into thinking you ate more.

Chew each bite of food thoroughly and then take a sip of water between bites. You will feel full a whole lot quicker and will not eat as much.

Buy small clothes that you can’t fit into and hang them wear you can see them everyday. This will motivate you to lose weight to fit into them.

Sleep at least six hours a day. If you get less than six, this can lower your metabolism by 15%.

If you start to feel hungry, do sit-ups or bicycles. Not only will it distract you, but you will also work your abs as a bonus!

Pamper yourself! Give yourself a facial, paint your nails, anything that makes you feel pretty.

Join a weight loss or ‘be fit’ group or start your own website or follow people who bring this sort or inspiration on Tumblr. Anything that will keep you motivated is good!

Practice good posture, it burns 10% more calories when you sit up straight.

Never eat anything bigger than about a cup. Your stomach will expand and then you’ll get hungry more often. Eating smaller portions will prevent your stomach from stretching.

On days when you REALLY need thinspiration, eat in front of a mirror, naked.

Wear perfectly applied lip gloss. It makes you more aware of what’s going into your mouth. Also, flavored ones help with cravings.

Have 6 small meals a day instead of 3 large ones. This jumpstarts your metabolism if you’re always digesting something.

Low calorie hot chocolate curbs chocolate cravings, and makes you feel full.

Take anti-acids if you’re really hungry. They neutralize the acid that builds and makes you hungry, and gives you a boost of calcium.

Take a picture of yourself wearing a bathing suit or something equally revealing, and look at it when you want to eat.

It takes 20 minutes for the brain to realize the stomach is full, so wait 20 minutes before eating more.

Eat lots of fibre. It makes you feel full and takes fat out of your body. The natural cleansing helps improve both your energy level and overall feeling of wellness.

Before you dig into that cake, bag of chips, candy, or something else unhealthy, take a deep breath and count to 100. Usually by the time you get to 100 you will have convinced yourself that you don’t really want it.

When you’re hungry after already eating, chug 2 glasses (or however many you need) of straight water. It’ll make you so full and nauseous you will have completely lost your appetite.

Celery actually burns calories. Every hour, eat a stalk of it. Not only will it fill you up, but it will also get your metabolism kickin’.

Weigh yourself before and after every time you eat. Not only will it eliminate unnecessary eating, but it will make you want to eat less when you see the numbers creep up.

Read the nutritional information. Remember, fat-free does not mean calorie-free, and usually fat-free means fake. Also keep an eye on fiber content. Get as much fiber into your diet as you can, while cutting fat and calories.

Don’t eat a lot at once. Spread your food throughout the day. This will help to avoid binges and keep your metabolism going.

If you like to drink alcohol, you’ll like this. Make a rule: You can only drink every time you lose 2lbs. So, if you lose 4lbs a week, you can drink Friday and Saturday night. However, if you only lose 2lbs a week, you only get to drink one night. You can do this ‘reward system’ with anything you want, too, so if alcohol isn’t your thing, try it with something else.

Do not eat in front of the computer or TV. This distracts you from recognizing you’re full. You can binge and overeat way too much this way.

Stay away from Slim-fast and other so-called “healthy” candy bars and shakes… one look at the nutrition facts will tell you why. With all the carbs and excess calories you may as well go eat a freakin pie or something. Not to mention the ridiculous prices… save yourself the money, and the calories. And the artificial ingredients in those things….no way!

An occasional binge doesn’t hurt, and in fact it’s quite beneficial if you have reached a plateau. Your body will think you have stopped ‘starving’ yourself, and you will drop at least a pound overnight! Just don’t binge too regularly!

Hope these tips help you guys as much as they help me! 🙂

dietpopthinn:

🍵Here we go🍵

ALRIGHT GUYS THIS IS EVERYTHING I ATE TO LOSE 50 LBS. I eat very weird i know but I was also vegetarian at the time of losing and was slightly picky when it came to food. I didn’t eat sweets and was very cautious of what I ate. I didn’t work out at all. The veg refried beans with cheese was and is still my all time fave✨

🍃In no way is this a healthy diet but by doing this I LOST ALOT and worked hard and I’m still very proud of myself🍃

My safe foods are; meaning pretty much all I eat.

•oatmeal

•special k protein cereal

•greek strawberry yogurt

•low calorie bread for 1 slice of toast

•vegetarian refried beans ½ cup (weird Ik but it is so good and helped me a lot with the weightloss) I also added ¼ or less of low fat mozzarella cheese with it.

•lean cuisine cheese pizza

•grapes and strawberries

•banana slices with skim or soy milk

•wheat thin with morning star chick’n patty.

I also ate a plain salad for a week and lost a good 5lb during the very beginning.

Regular lettuce

Tiny bit of low fat cheese

2 croutons

A small amount of low fat ranch

I ate around 400-750 calories depending on the day. To lose 40lbs it took me 4 months so that was pretty much 10lbs/month.

Reposting this, since my old account got deleted💔😪

brokenxxana:

You will be thin. You will be happy. You will be the skinny one. You will have that thigh gap. You will have that flat stomach. You will not be ashamed of your body. You will be beautiful. You will weigh less. You will eat less. You will exercise more. You will do what it takes. You will keep going.

idontwannafeelfat:

xi-need-sleepx:

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

I though I was the only one who felt that

Ultimate Pro Ana Guide

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Have a great day!

Three Main Rules

Dinner
must be eaten by 7pm, after that there is no food consumed until 7am at
the earliest. (Basically it’s like a 12 hour fast, meaning that if you
live by this rule for a year you have fasted half the year!!)

Three
hours must pass between the last time you ate and the time you go to
bed. This ensures that you are actively burning calories while the food
is initially digesting versus when you are sleeping and burning
basically nothing.

Weigh
yourself two times a day. One at night before you go to sleep, and once
after using the bathroom in the morning. (This is more a self-esteem
booster, you are always thinner in the morning.)

General Tips

B6 and B12 will speed up your metabolism.

Purge in the shower or in the sink.

If you’re about to binge chew gum, and look at your fat.

Drink a glass of water every hour.

Eat at least one meal every day.

Take caffeine tablets.

Smoke when you feel hungry (not ur weed tho lol).

Brush your teeth.

Always have Sugar-Free gum around.

Sleep at least 6 hours, any less and it stimulates your appetite by 15%.

When you sit, fidget. It might not burn a lot, but it’s more than if you are just sitting still.

Fake allergies.

Hit your stomach when it’s grumbling.

Try to eat when people are around.

Associate food with feeling sick.

Never eat anything without nutrition labels.

Save one dollar for every meal you don’t eat and buy yourself a present.

Take a bath/shower.

Always take your vitamins.

Know when your trigger binge time is and avoid it.

Drink water!!! (This is super important, okay.)

Watch fat people eat.

Listen to loud music.

Spinning yourself in circles decreases hunger.

Additional Tips

Eat more negative calorie foods like fruits and vegetables. they’ll keep your digestive system moving with fewer calories.

Drink lots of water, as you already should be doing, this way your body will be well hydrated, and you will less likely become lethargic.

If
you’re eating a few larger meals each day, try eating smaller bits of
food more often, so if your eating 1 meal then make it two smaller one
etc. Changing your caloric intake does not always mean decreasing! if
your metabolism has slowed down, it may need some more calories to speed
up a bit. Don’t overdo this, just try to increase by 10%, and when you
passed the plateau, you decrease 10%.

You
can also try a spike, this is when you eat regular meals for one day
(should equal roughly 1500 cals) to jump start your metabolism, then
simply return to your regular eating habits the next day.

Okay,
so usually when you use a new shampoo, your hair will be so soft and
shiny you’ll keep using the shampoo…but after a few weeks it doesn’t do
anything special. It’s the same with exercising; your body will get the
best out of a workout when it’s being challenged. So the first time you
run a mile you may feel exhausted, your muscles might be sore and all of
that…but if you keep running one mile each day for a week or two, your
body will build more muscle, use those same muscles over and over while
neglecting others, and won’t be as challenged. You should change either
the length of time or intensity of your workout so you can challenge new
muscles.

Facts & Tips

FACT: You can only purge up to 80% of calories consumed.

TIP:
Avoid high caloric binges, instead eat things with a greater mass and
less calories. Fruits and veggies are always a good choice.

FACT:
Carbohydrate digestion starts in your mouth. Our salivary glands
secrete amylase, which is a digestive enzyme that begins the break down
of carbs.

TIP: Avoid eating carbohydrates at the beginning of the meal, because you’ll absorb more calories. Save the carbs for desert.

FACT: Fat is digested in the small intestines and therefore you feel fuller after eating a high-fat meal.

TIP: Eat the fat first because it takes a long time to digest, therefore you’ll adsorb less calories than eating carbs first. Beware, fat has twice as many kcals as carbs and proteins.

FACT: Laxatives do not affect calorie absorption
Most food and calories are digested and absorbed in the small
intestines and laxatives only affect the large intestines. Yes, you’ll
lose weight, but the weight lost is from water and fecal matter.

TIP:
Only use laxatives after a large meal that you did not purge
afterwards, this way you’ll see the real amount of weight gained instead
of the fecal matter gained.

Hiding Your Habits

If
you find you must go to a family or somewhat thing, get something
reasonable like a muffin, and just carry it around with you.

Put dishes in the sink, leave evidence from what you’ve eaten.

Don’t forget to get rid of food you were supposed to eat.

Put your diet pills in a vitamin bottle.

Don’t tell people you think you are fat.

Invent some mysterious illness, which will be a good excuse not to eat! (Works best with parents.)

More Hiding Your Habits

Don’t
raise suspicions, once people realize what you are doing, they’ll watch
and monitor you every minute. Start hiding your habits and practices
from day one, so no one has ever seen any of it. When one thinks your
anorexic, there is nothing you can say to convince them you’re not.

Check
the fridge when no one is around. Get some food, prepare it, and then
trow it away. For example, some eggs.. get three eggs and some butter,
bake the eggs, throw them on a plate with some bread, and then dispose
them. Leave silverware too!

Don’t
ever talk about food with other people, they’ll think that your
obsessed if you do this too much. And, talking about food may raise the
question of you already ate. In case they do, have your excuses ready:
‘My stomach is upset’ ’ I’m to exited/nervous/busy etc. to eat’ ‘I don’t
feel like….’ ‘I’m not hungry yet, I’ll get something later’

Spend
different meals with different groups of people, tell them all that you
had a big meal earlier or will be eating something later on. Make sure
the different people will not be comparing notes. Or plan your schedule
so you’re too busy at mealtimes to eat then.

Watch
where you dispose of uneaten food or other “evidence”, make sure that
it isn’t going to be seen or found by anyone. Wrap food up and throw it
away outside the house. If you live alone, always take the trash out
before anyone else comes over.

Buy
food. People are fairly predictable. If they see you buy food and come
home with food, then they just naturally assume that you eat it as well.
Get things like crackers and cookies , keep them in your room, and
carefully pack them out again later to throw away. Careful, this can be a
little dangerous if you’re prone to binging and have trouble keeping
food around, or if you feel guilty about throwing food away. If the
food’s something you don’t like and won’t binge on this may be easier to
do.

Don’t
get angry. Don’t deny everything if confronted. People will believe a
little truth with a big lie much easier than a huge lie. Act as if it’s
no big deal instead of reacting emotionally and people will tend to
believe you.

Tell
people you’re on a diet, you became a vegetarian, your doctor has you
eating only certain things, whatever. Often people will be very helpful
in keeping you from eating if they think there’s a socially acceptable
reason for it.

Don’t
show off your weight loss until you’ve reached the weight you want to
remain at. People will start to watch you more carefully and maybe ask
questions, and you want to avoid calling attention to yourself.

Eating Less

Drink lots of water. When your stomach is full of water there’s no room for food!

Become
a vegetarian, not just pretend. It gives you an excuse to not eat
certain foods (helps with parents), and meat is high in fat anyway.

Fat free chocolate milk is good for sweet cravings.

Set some rules for yourself.

Diet pills. Might be dangerous, but you’re not dieting to be healthy your dieting to be thin.

When you get the urge to snack. Start cleaning! Use chemicals for the gross smell to help curb hunger.

Sugar-free gum is still your best friend.

Don’t eat out!!

Don’t eat anything you don’t know the nutritional value of.

Drink lots of tea.

Chew your food until it dissolves.

Sparkling water, or Crystal Clear. It fills you up more.

Diets

There’s
numerous diets out there, we’ve all seen them. If you can stick to
them, then they’re sure to work. Personally I’ve done both the ABC, the
2468, and the Sacred Heart Diet. Currently I am doing the ABC diet,
which is by far my favorite of course every body is different and others
might work for you.

The 2468 Diet:

Day 1: 200 Calorie Intake

Day 2: 400 Calorie Intake.

Day 3: 600 Calorie Intake.

Day 4: 800 Calorie Intake.

Day 5: 0 Calorie Intake. (Fast.)

Some
people do a 600-calorie maximum, and some don’t fast. Taking the max
from 800 to 600 will make your average metabolic rate lower, and cutting
out the fast will not allow you to fully capitalize on the heightened
metabolic rate that you’ll have after consuming 800 calories the
previous day. Therefore, the standard 2468 probably works the best.
Though some people even fast for two days at the end. It’s all up to
you.

Sacred Heart Diet:

It’s basically a soup you eat for 7 days. It’ll clean your system of impurities and gives you a feeling of well-being.

Recipe:

1-2 cans of stewed tomatoes.

3+ large green onions.

1 large can of beef broth (no fat).

1 package Lipton Soup mix (chicken noodle).

1 bunch of celery.

2 cans of green beans.

2 pounds of carrots.

2 green peppers.

Cut the veggies in small to medium pieces.

Cover with water.

Boil for ten minutes.

Reduce to simmer and continue to cook until veggies are tender.

Season with salt, pepper, parsley, or even worcestershire sauce.

This
soup can be eaten anytime you are hungry during the week, eat as much
as you want whenever you want. This soup will not add any calories, in
fact, the more you eat the more you will lose. You may even want to fill
a thermos in the morning if you will be away during the day.

Day One – Eat only soup and fruit today.

Day Two – All vegetables. No fruits at all. Soup!

Day Three – Soup, fruit, and veggies. If you haven’t cheated you should find yourself weighing 5-7 pounds less.

Day Four – Bananas and skim milk. At least three bananas, and drink as much milk as you possibly can. Eat the soup!!

Day Five – Beef and tomatoes. You may have 10 to 20 ounces of beef and a can of tomatoes. No more than 6 tomatoes. Soup too.

Day Six: Beef and veggies. Eat to your hearts content. Keep eating the soup!

Day Seven: Brown rice, unsweetened fruit juice and veggies. Make sure to keep eating the soup.

At
the end of the 7th day, if you have not cheated on this diet, you
should have lost 10-17 pounds. If you wish to do the diet again, stay
off for two days before returning.

Eating Out

You
can’t avoid it, sooner or later someone is going to want to take you to
eat out, but there’s thing you can do to not eat more than you should.

Drink tons of water! This will leave less room in your stomach for your inevitable high-calorie meal.

Depending
on who you’re with/what you’ll be able to get away with, push aside ½
of your meal and have the waitress box it up for you. (You can just
throw it out later.)

Make a comment about how the last time you ate there was some ligament in it so maybe you’ll have a salad or something.

Salads though!! They’re full of nasty calories in restaurants. Avoid salads with fried chicken, lots of cheese, and always ask for dressing on the side.

Never get the House Dressing, Ranch Dressing, or Thousand Island.

Lastly, if you’re at a restaurant with
“dessert people”, get a more substantial meal. (If you are getting a
salad or grilled chicken or add a side.) You just have to make sure that
everyone sees you eat enough for it to be reasonable that you don’t
have room for dessert.

Fasting Tips

On a day you plan to fast, make a list of things to do to keep yourself busy and your mind off food.

You’re going to want to rest the first three days.

You feel more emotional during a fast.

Prepare
for the fast. Eat fruits and vegetables beforehand so you don’t get as
hungry while fasting, raising the chances of a binge.

Carry around gum, bullion cubes, or zero cal sodas.

When done with a fast, start with low calories (50-100) and slowly bring yourself back up to regular intake.

Things To Do If You’re Starting To Get Hungry

Drink a glass of water quickly.

Drink a diet soda instead, and tell yourself it’s a meal.

Look at your body in a mirror. See all that fat?

Tell your body it’s confused. It’s not hungry it’s tired. Take a nap.

Clean.

Brush your teeth.

Paint your nails.

Put on lipstick or lip gloss.

Look at thinspo.

Watch episodes of Heavy or Intervention. (Might not be triggering for everyone.)

Watch a gory movie.

Craving a specific food? Google “fat person eating ____”. (Works every time for me, to be honest.)

More Distractions

Go on walks.

Search for health/nutrition info online.

Dance to music.

Clean your room.

Read a book.

Learn new things (finance, investing, balancing check books, etc.)

Do that thing you were meaning to do forever.

Do a yoga or pilates video.

Study for a class.

Read about toxins and foods that build up in the digestive system.

Start writing a journal about things that aren’t calories.

Make a website/ mess around with tumblr theme.

Movie fest!!

Volunteer somewhere.

Master your self description.

Play with your pet.

Go to howstuffworks.com and have some fun.

Exfoliate.

Think about life.

Make bracelets and necklaces.

Read the newspaper.

Stop procrastinating and do that homework assignment!!

Watch some cool documentaries!!

Snapchat: @aothexie – You can also contact me there for free ana coaching! And daily personal snaps!

nala-theone:

My Personal SkinnyBitch List

* no more armpit fat

* not a double chin in sight

* thigh gap miles apart, that never touches

* bony knees

* spine and shoulder blades sticking out

* bikini bridge

* hip bones visible from the back when i bend over

* arms i can wrap my fingers around

* the smallest wrists you’ve ever seen, and fingers dainty as a feather

* to be honest about my weight

* to be picked up, and held by my boyfriend. to cuddle without feeling self conscious.

* eyes look bigger, cheek bones higher, and jaw like to cut your fingers on

* never having to suck in, or push my knees apart, or hide my body.

* to be loved without prejudice, or conditions

* to be stared at with jealousy, instead of disgust

* boys will fall all over me (and god knows there’s nothing more entertaining than toying with boys)

* people will be my friend, instead of laugh at me.

* people will comment “damn eat a sandwich” on my social media, or on the street, and it will taste like victory. fuck ur sandwich lol

* sexy halloween costumes and christmas dresses.

* chest bones at the front, and rib bones down my back

* HAVING NO TITS FREE ME FROM MY TIDDYS FFS

* smaller, but better shaped booty

* i can be cute, or sexy, or charming, or silly, and no one will have to look past my flaws, and size

* NO MORE MESSAGES FROM WEIRD GUYS THAT ONE LIKE BBW CHICKAS (body posi but also fuck u weird men)

* if when i lose the weight and i’m still not how i wanna look, at least i’ll be skinny and ugly instead of fat and ugly

* do i really wanna be 250 lbs like my sister? nooooo (i love her sm but fuk)

* i can wear low sweat pants and tiny tank tops and still look hot

* i can wear a hoodie and trackies with no makeup and hair up and literally still be ballin

* OVERSIZED CLOTHES INSTEAD OF BEING OVERSIZED UNDERNEATH

* shop in the petit section of stores, or even the children’s section

* be a damn stripper cause no one wants to see a fatty get naked and giggle

* I REPEAT, NO TITTIES

* have a real modeling career instead of always have to keep losing more weight for them

* smoking will be sexy lol

* b cute and messy when i’m drunk instead of gross and messy drunk

* tiny clothes = more space for clothes = packing is easier

* literally not having to contour ever

* no boobs no problem! i can buy properly fitting clothes, not have to wear bras, and they’ll be perkier too!!!!

* smaller casket for when i inevitably get lung cancer and die

* literally dying lmfao

* no stomach rolls, even when sitting down

*every store will have my size, and if they don’t it will be because they don’t sell a small enough size.

*0,00,000 size jeans

* i can still wear my hoe clothes but b hotter

* literally be bonespo

* always the smallest person in the room

* if you eat a lot people will laugh in surprise instead of disgust

* not even feeling the hunger any more. ever.

this is is my own personal shit lol stay safe ily all

betweenthemoonandi:

you can have:

all of this

wearing whatever you want

having confidence

look your best

saying you “used to be fat”

be who ever you want

knowing you can do/archive anything

you won’t have to hide your fat

have self control

look good on everything you wear

be small

being a thinspo

your before and after pictures

pretty collarbones

beautiful hands

small waist

feel and look beautiful always

or this

fat

regrets

low confidence

and more fat

it’s your choice so think about it

stay safe 💫💜