nala-theone:

My Personal SkinnyBitch List

* no more armpit fat

* not a double chin in sight

* thigh gap miles apart, that never touches

* bony knees

* spine and shoulder blades sticking out

* bikini bridge

* hip bones visible from the back when i bend over

* arms i can wrap my fingers around

* the smallest wrists you’ve ever seen, and fingers dainty as a feather

* to be honest about my weight

* to be picked up, and held by my boyfriend. to cuddle without feeling self conscious.

* eyes look bigger, cheek bones higher, and jaw like to cut your fingers on

* never having to suck in, or push my knees apart, or hide my body.

* to be loved without prejudice, or conditions

* to be stared at with jealousy, instead of disgust

* boys will fall all over me (and god knows there’s nothing more entertaining than toying with boys)

* people will be my friend, instead of laugh at me.

* people will comment “damn eat a sandwich” on my social media, or on the street, and it will taste like victory. fuck ur sandwich lol

* sexy halloween costumes and christmas dresses.

* chest bones at the front, and rib bones down my back

* HAVING NO TITS FREE ME FROM MY TIDDYS FFS

* smaller, but better shaped booty

* i can be cute, or sexy, or charming, or silly, and no one will have to look past my flaws, and size

* NO MORE MESSAGES FROM WEIRD GUYS THAT ONE LIKE BBW CHICKAS (body posi but also fuck u weird men)

* if when i lose the weight and i’m still not how i wanna look, at least i’ll be skinny and ugly instead of fat and ugly

* do i really wanna be 250 lbs like my sister? nooooo (i love her sm but fuk)

* i can wear low sweat pants and tiny tank tops and still look hot

* i can wear a hoodie and trackies with no makeup and hair up and literally still be ballin

* OVERSIZED CLOTHES INSTEAD OF BEING OVERSIZED UNDERNEATH

* shop in the petit section of stores, or even the children’s section

* be a damn stripper cause no one wants to see a fatty get naked and giggle

* I REPEAT, NO TITTIES

* have a real modeling career instead of always have to keep losing more weight for them

* smoking will be sexy lol

* b cute and messy when i’m drunk instead of gross and messy drunk

* tiny clothes = more space for clothes = packing is easier

* literally not having to contour ever

* no boobs no problem! i can buy properly fitting clothes, not have to wear bras, and they’ll be perkier too!!!!

* smaller casket for when i inevitably get lung cancer and die

* literally dying lmfao

* no stomach rolls, even when sitting down

*every store will have my size, and if they don’t it will be because they don’t sell a small enough size.

*0,00,000 size jeans

* i can still wear my hoe clothes but b hotter

* literally be bonespo

* always the smallest person in the room

* if you eat a lot people will laugh in surprise instead of disgust

* not even feeling the hunger any more. ever.

this is is my own personal shit lol stay safe ily all