this-boy-bulimic:

That day (imagine)

i cant wait for that day when my thin legs stretch over the bed and my feet land on the floor. a small yawn retreats from my mouth. i do a few stretches and my stomach rumbles, i press a hand and get excited. i get into the bathroom and get a glance of myself. sharp jaw line, skinny tendon filled neck, long collar bones, visible cheek bones. i strip down and look in the mirror. no more huge stomach. just ribs and hip bones baby. my long dainty arms get the scale from the closet and my hands are just skin layered over bone. my cold hands trace down my sides and i step on the scale. the blue screen flicks on, the numbers hop up and down for a second and then.. my ugw is on the screen. i gasp and step off, and then back on, then off again. i look at my body in the mirror. finally.